A Dream Came True

Is it a coincidence to dream about something and then having it in hand? Even when you've got nothing to do but dreaming?
When I was just a secondary school graduate, and before I even knew my exam result, I used to like the idea of working in the field of petroleum industries. How, when or where I seldom thought about, it was just a kind of "HYSTERIA"! I've always dreamt about plants, pipelines, safety helmets and uniforms. On my ways to see my aunt in Shendi, on my tours to my origins in Al-Gouz and on my few visits to my brother in Atbara, I always waited for the moment that I recognize the flare stack, the most obvious landmark of Khartoum Refinery. I – then – become in a kind of Coma, rather than that my eyes become like two big balls embedded into my head with my neck out of the window of the bus, and all of me then is focused towards that scene! Every time I wished that I could have a spyglass to see what's happening in there. Every time I wished to take a chance, stop the bus, and walk into there. Every time I wished to become a big engineer to go and work there. Wishes, all were wishes!
She was a dream too! We are speaking here about the perfect idea about thinking about somebody. I used to wait and wait until eventually see that face. Although they were just a few minutes, but they were enough to recharge the battery of my memory to think about her again and again, and dream! About the next time that I'll see her, about the first time I'm going to speak to her, and about our coming entire life, I just dream!
Is it a coincidence to dream about something and then having it in hand? I don't believe in coincidences. I only believe in fate. But does fate have signs? I mean, do the good things in our lives have the power to make us think about them before they happen?
I can't hide it, I feel lucky! My big first dream is coming true! I'm about to have a year training period for a job opportunity in Khartoum Refinery. The entrance of that place won't be a bypass anymore. It's going to be the destination of my steps! Thank Allah.
I can't hide it, I'm in love. But my happiness is always mixed with fear, confusion and bad ideas. I'm not pessimistic, but... it's a fear of introducing myself, a confusion about the moment that I meet her, and bad ideas about the results and about living a life without her. Will it be easy to win her heart? Can I make her happy? Is she going to say "OK" before all? I have an infinite hope, with all the reasons that my heart beats for, that she becomes the one for me. Then, I'll believe that the greatest dream of my life has come true.

BOSS
July 27,2008